I think it would be the worst or one of the worst things that could happen to me right now. I think I would need to see a new T-----but oh pity the poor T that will be compared to and never live up to Dr. S!! I think I would spend a lot of time mourning.

I think that we are social creatures--everyone needs someone and anyone who says otherwise is lying. Don't beat up on yourself for feeling needy towards your T, it is part of the deal.