I've seen 5 Ts and most of them ended before I was ready. Each time except for once I felt compelled to see another T. My fear has always been about my T dying though that's never happened with any of them.
My T tells me that I would be all right without her. I never believed her until today. For some reason, something is shifting inside of me. I would be very sad if my therapy ended for whatever reason, and I would not be able to see my T again. I don't know if I could stand seeing anyone else but I would want to continue with EMDR and maybe do more IFS. I would grieve for my T like I would grieve for a member of my family, and then I would try to live according to everything I've learned from her. I sure hope that nothing happens to her, though.