I've felt the same way about most of my therapists in life. I try to get a new one and they say 'no you have to stick with this one because it is part of your issues that you need to work it out with this person." I think thats bull......have you tried a new therapist? I just found 2 new counsulars, and I can talk to them better than I ever have been able to talk to anyone in a long time. Well, still getting to know them, but it is going a lot faster!