I do know what it's like to feel like there's no hope, no options, no way out. There is hope, I promise, even though you can't see it. Reach out to your T, this is something that you can't hide, it's too big. Call a hotline, do whatever you need to do to stay safe, because you're worth it, even though that's not how you feel right now. I do know how exhausting the fight can be. Reach out, so that you're not fighting alone.