i dont think i will ever be able to :

not worry about things that MIGHT happen
not worry that he is mad at me if he doesn't have anything to say
not worry that he thinks i have someone else if i am late getting home

why cant i just grow up and let the little things go????? why cant i except that if he doesn t want to talk, it doesnt mean that he doesnt love me or want to talk to talk to me personally?????? ( iguess cause when his friends call he can talk to them....but when i call he is too busy or doesnt have anything to say)

maybe i am having a bad day and should just let it go!!!
i just get tired it!