I lashed out at my poor cat today when she lashed out at me for trying to take her to the vet to get a teeth cleaning. My other cat even attacked me, I was so determined to get her out from under the bed I was mimicking her behavior. I know better than that !!! I traumatized her I know...she was once a feral cat.We did not make it to the vet.
I know this is a point of saying that I have scared myself...
I've recently began trying to be around people, though I don't really look forward to the events . I'm sensory overwhelmed after a short period of time and they bore me. I have several days of tiredness afterward. I would rather be home or go out once a week if I have to.
Lamictal and pristiq are the meds that I take plus xanax to sleep. I have not been in counseling as I seemed to be handling things. I don't know if counseling would help. I thought that the trying to be around people was a good thing, but I think it is making me to stressed . I don't have close friends only acquaintances. I have my 35 year old daughter as a some what confidant.
Feedback anyone ???
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