I would find it very hard and painful but it wouldn't be the end of the world. This really shows how far I have come because I was suicidal even when having to miss one session with my first t.

My former t, who I was equally attached to and used to cry at night over the prospect of sayin goodbye to, had to terminate with me due to her own personal circumstances. I was devastated but over time it got easier. I went through a massive grieving process but it has shown me that I can survive a loss even though it may seem impossible at the time.