Tell T. I know it's hard. Your family is probably in denial. They cannot ajnowledge the seriousness of the danger you are in. My family and bfriend are the same way. In a weird twisted way, they care about you soo much, they can't deal with the situation which is hurtful for you, and leaves you alone. When you are feeling like this, you have to go AGAINST your feelings. Your feelings are
temporary. Someone once told me sui* is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It's VERY bad you have a plan. I agree that you can probably go get meds, stay safe couple days, and home home. Your family can deal. The most important, number one
priority is you stay safe. You are more precious than you could ever imagine. Sending you hugs if that' s ok.