Dear T

Yesterdays session was hard. It is hard for me to talk about my sui thoughts and be honest because I am afraid that you will make me go to the hospital. I have learned how to answer the questions the right way so that you won't send me. But, now I am afraid. The thoughts keep getting stronger and harder to resist. I wish I could call you and talk to you right now, but I don't know if that is allowed as I have never asked you about contacting you in between sessions. I hope I can make it until our next session, but I'm not sure I can. Please don't be angry at me if I can't.