T called me today with some silly ideas she is having and wants me to help her out. And to tell me i can come see her today. I like it when shes in a good mood and not so stressed out. Tonight i know we have at leat 3 very intense things to talk about. When an abuser dies, anorexia stuff,& r&pe. And i just found out i am having surgery on tuesday so i am a bit nervous.