Thank you Roadie. Right now i am work where i keep my happy face on so iam okay. Yesterday was the 1 yr anniversary of when 2 of my relatives died,& i found out a family member died. But we escaped some nearby tornadoes that nearly hit so it was a good day. I may have to drive myself home from my own dang surgery and am not thrilled about that!! But i have no one to help,& my husband probably has to work.