I was able to see my family doctor today and he was able to prescribe me Zoloft and Xanax. I have been on Zoloft for almost four years, except last year I stopped taking it cold turkey. Now I'm back...I was taking Seroquel along with the Zoloft four years ago to ween me onto the Zoloft, but this time around I asked for Xanax, hoping that it would calm the rage and anxiety without causing me to be super drowsy and gain as much weight as I did while on the Seroquel.

It's Day 1 all over again and of course I'm on the "placebo effect" high right now. Here's hoping my coming off the Zoloft last year (had no side effects dropping from 200mg to 100mg in a day or two to 0) is similar now as I come back on it.

My body was yearning for Zoloft, it's my best friend.