aw granite

she doesn't hate you. maybe she was distracted today, there are SO many reasons why she wasn't on her "game" today. you felt "put in the corner" last session, but it was very obvious that she wasn't intending that. i highly doubt she was trying to do that today. from what you wrote, nothing she said or did seemed mean or intended to hurt you. you were feeling extremely vulnerable after the last session, and your emotions are heightened. i promise you that maybe she felt off today, nothing else. no rational, sane person goes from feeling compassionate for your pain one week, and then hates you the next. it just doesn't happen that way.