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Originally Posted by CantExplain
I am sorry to hear you are in so much pain.
I've taken the liberty of putting your responses in blue. It is clear you feel rejected and abandoned.
But what actually happened?
* She was late.
* The chair was in a different place.
* She offered you some water.
* She offered you a mint.
Now I wasn't there and I didn't hear her voice. But her actions don't add up to hate, as far as I can see. The therapist you have described over the past months doesn't sound like a hater.
I'm sure you felt the emotions you describe, and they sound horrible. But I can't help wondering if you didn't bring those emotions with you into that room. Did you already feel like that, and saw everything that happened through the lens of your own pain?
Sending you hugs.  ((Granite)) |
when she asked me if i wanted a mint it was mean.her exact words were i need a mint,want one i need one with the dry mouth i get with all the talking we do.it was very sarcastic and mean.same with the water.she wasnt really offering me water it was mean.i'm confused.she asked me a queston and i guess i didn't remember it and she asked me for the answer.and then said you dont even know the question .why come here and check out thike that.it hurt.so much of what she did hurt so bad it was like she was stabbing me over and over again.