I know it's very addicting, and I've had former drug addicts who gave presentations at my school who said that compared to meth, smoking was the hardest thing to quit.

I just feel guilty, I don't know why. I heard that it's a bipolar thing to feel guilty for no reason, or perhaps because I know it's wrong. I just don't want to keep second-guessing myself every time I smoke. But I'm hoping that once all the chaos subsides, I will quit naturally. But then again, I may not move out and get settled for another year. So I don't know. I really don't want to go to a support group for it, I just want to keep smoking occasionally without feeling guilty about it, but I am worried that it may become a problem since I am smoking alone now and not just with others.