I tried the patch, nightmares anxiety, shakes, sweats, zero eating. Even after I cut them in half. I tried gum, I am looking at the e- cigarette maybe in combination with hypnosis. Plus the will power. I have been feeling rather disgusted lately, then I fight with myself to feel disgust or to not feel it. Because I am so afraid to quit I talk myself into not to feeling the disgust and fear. This is pathetic. Living proof that smoking is horrible.

Fear of quitting outweighs the fear of death, this is pure ridiculous disgusting addiction.