I am on Welbutrin and Ativan but only for a week. If I could stop thinking a lot of my problems would disappear or lessen greatly. From morning to bedtime, I am just processing differnet things. To use an example...Lately its been over my crumbling relationship with my girlfriend. We are spendimg more and more time apart,and I am wondering if she is seeing another guy. She is probably not, just me thinking too much. She met me when her current relationship was going down hill,and I am afraid that she might be doing the same thing to me. Little devilish seeds sneak their way into my brain, and just grow from there. Once I catch the thoughts I can stifle them but by then the damage is done. I started seeing a therapist when I first started dating her, but it might be too little too late, combined with her lack of support, (which I understand, I can only ask her to be supportive). I am very lonely, and want a girl who can let me cry on her shoulder, I want her to be that person but I am not sure. <font color=red>Is it really possible to be truly happy with another person when you are messed up like this?????????</font color=red>