I'm sorry you feel crappy. And no, meds don't magically make you normal, I don't even think the help your brain chemistry, they just help numb your reactions to bp... That's how I found them to be anyway,just my experience. My cycles didn't get any better, my responses to them were just watered down.
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Hope you feel better soon, maybe take bebe for a nice walk? It's sunny in CT today.