I am very lonely, but highly stressed around people, so I have pretty much given up on making new friends, especially where I live. The majority of the people where I live are highly fundamental religious people whom I have nothing in common with.

I watch movies, talk on the phone to my 1 friend, read here on PC, write a good bit, watch tv, think about suicide, and hope for better days.

I don't find work a good place for friends, just for me. I prefer keeping my personal life very separate from my work life, just because I have so much difficulty in my personal life. I don't want my professional life to be viewed in a negative way. I just left my job of 4 to 5 years and i didn't say good-bye to anyone. Just easier that way, I guess.