And so I did end up crying, still crying. Not bcoz of the pain tho. I decided to chat with my brother, he's in Spain. Told him I miss daddy coz atleast he'd reassure me and try to soothe me.
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The M0FO said he can't help me anym0re, im the source of my own misery, its my emotional/mental turmoil (BIPOLAR) manifesting in my SPINE! Argh. I honestly think the older I get, the closer I come to hating my family. F**k this!
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I'm alone