Just a thought. I know some anti-depressants can cause suicidal thoughts, but so can coming up from a severe depression or heading into one. Are any of you in that spot? I think it's a reaction to knowing where you are headed, if going down, or finally having the energy to act, if coming up, even tho none of you are acting on the thoughts.

If it's not that, then I'm stumped, so I'll send each of you a hug to help a little.