Haha thanks Buggs . My old pdoc gave them to me for sleep. I really don't think what I did as a teen should reflect on me at 33 years old. I don't do drugs or drink even. I smoke and drink too much coffee. That's why I wondered if it's just the trend not to give them out easily anymore. My pdoc told my that I probably abused drugs like valium, halcion and ritalin because it helped my symptoms so much. I think he was right on the money.

My father also abused Valium when my mother met him, later he was also dx with bipolar, I'm sure he was going through the exact same thing.

I'll do ok. I'll do some yoga before and during her stay. She usually stays with me, but my sisters husband left her recently so I think she will probably stay there. That would help emensly. Poor sister tho.