Sounds like you could use a little therapy to help with dealing with the original accident (my therapist explains that when disaster happens, we deal with it and then fall apart after, when it's "safe" to; my car was in an accident (I was at the gas station calling for help; did not even see it get rear-ended/totalled!) and weeks later I would get really anxious driving by the same same spot. In addition, learning some calming skills might come in handy? :-)

Good luck to you! Sounds like you have had a really rough time of it! I'm glad your body healed so well.