I'll give it a try, anything is better than this! I actually just read that what i'm experiencing is a mixed state of hypomania I think? I've been bipolar since I was about 15 but I wasn't diagnosed till about 2 1/2 years ago. I'm still learning a lot about this, trying to keep track of my moods and learning to cope. The worst part of all this is how I hurt the ones I love the most. By that I mean just ignoring them or closing everybody out, and that's when I feel like this. I'm on very low doses of my meds, I might be getting a little bit of a tolerance to them, might have to see about upping them a little, thanks for the replies