I saw 1st T for 7 years. Was very attached to her. Kept going because she always said i was " stuck". She always told me how hard i was, so difficult. She promised not to leave me but dumped me w/ out warning anyway.
Have seen new t for 2 years.
We have had 3 very intense sessions this week ( granted each was about 3-4 hrs long) . And in those 3 sessions alone, my t managed to get to the bottom of 2 of my core issues- the cutting and anorexia. In 3 sessions. Which 1st T couldnt do in 7 years.
Dang.
I am not blaming just 1st T. I think i was probably not as ready to be so bluntly honest back then. And i still have sooooo far to go. It is just weird,& amazing.
Last nights session was especially good. We talked about attachment and trauma. Tonight when i get home from work i will write more about that.