I know it's supposed to be posts about disorders and anxiety etc. My problem now is my Husband who adds to my irritabilty and anger!!!!! I am Bipolar with rapid mood changes which is not easy, he thinks it's in mt head, You got it buddy it is... So he is working the easter weekend I'm not so he got off on Tues,Wed and Today. I went to my sis with the kids (he did some work elsewhere) about an hour later he pitches music loudly with beer! Great so we bake some cupcakes and enjoy ourselves untill a person calls (don't know who) Oh they are stuck somewhere - we have loooooose sand here so he's on the phone making arrangements he gets up walks out and leaves without saying bye. That was about 1 o clock. So I went home half an hour later kiddy jumping against the walls (pink icing) took her for a swim and she calmed down. Guess what time he pitches up? After 8!!!!! That's after I phoned and shouted because 2 kiddies too much! He walks in goes and has a bath falls asleep in it!!! So I shouted a bit more. This makes him look bad and he is not a bad guy he just makes bad decisions on bad days for me. It's always "why is it about you???" Uhm maybe because I feel like throwing your kid when she shouts at me, and baby starts crying at the same time plus I'm feeling really really irritated! And you don't come home when your supposed to! When you do Your drunk and spent money that's supposed to last a bit longer than 7 hours!!!!! He didn't help me at all today, like so many times when I look like a donkey packed with everything and baby is hanging from my hip. Sometimes ( a lot ) I feel like leaving him. Our 5th anniversary is in 2 days and WOW has he changed! Sorry I just need some steam released. When I tell him these things he replies your'e crazy. You aint seen nothing yet!!! My next mania maybe I'll just load the kids and go to my mom! Or better yet just one day, maybe you'll wake up! Okay finished...