Thank you Serotonin for your sympathy and I'm sorry about your mom too. This is off topic but a funny story. In my quest to eat healthy, I bought these meatless hotdogs. They looked identical and smelled like a hotdog. So I cook them, put them on a bun with all the garnishes...bite into them and it was such a disappointment.
I immediately spit it out - the texture was mushy and tasted nothing like the real thing lol. I don't deprive myself completely, but just make the effort to eat healthy most of the time. I do have one weakness - I love mini pecan butter tarts.