I'm sorry you feel so crappy. I guess I understand a bit better why you lashed out at me, and just so you know, I don't hold grudges. Don't be too hard on yourself, nobody's perfect, we all have our flaws, and maybe, just maybe if you give people a chance they could prove you wrong. Not everybody is caught up with outside appearances, and those that are, are usually shallow and not worth the time or effort.
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Hope you start feeling better soon.
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ps. If you'd rather prefer I refrain from contacting you, I'll understand and respect your wishes.