...I'm done with it, no more nice nice nice....oh it's so damn nice!

first of all....it's way un-natural to be nice all the time.

next its IMPOSSIBLE to do without turning on ourselves because the 'not nice' crap has gotta come out somewhere!!

it's unrealistic..!

...and if youv'e lived your life believing in some twisted way like I have that ya gotta get walked over and jumped on and keep being nice about it just to be accepted because ya maybe can't accept yourself...?
for whatever reasons...?

...it seems too late almost when all the stored up negativity thats really there turns in on ya'self.

but it's never too late to not be nice....and today if there is an opportunity to be 'nice' and it's gonna hurt me to do it...then I'm not gonna be nice about it!