This may be way off in left field and I apologize if it is...but I just had a thought. Is finding a different therapist a possibility? Someone who would give you more of what you need? It just strikes me that you need something different, more...I dont know exactly...more warmth? Love? Attachment? just SOMETHING...from a T, and this T doesn't have it to give. Would it help, do you think, to find someone else?
BTW, I LOOOOOVE my weighted blanket. It helps calm me down when I am upset.