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Apr 05, 2012, 10:41 PM
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I really hate the day program. Hard stuff comes up and then you go home....it's a recipe for disaster for me.
T e mailed me and said we'd meet Tuesday after I couldn't get myself to go today either. He can see right through me usually, so I'm really afraid to go to an appointment. He is seriously considering ECT because nothing seems to help lately.
My family isn't really in denial, they just don't care. I am an inconvenience and a disappointment. The distance between my H and I is growing by the minute. He can be so cold. I feel there isn't one person irl who would throw water on me if I was on fire. They'd roast marshmallows instead.
Pity party is over.... I'll try to see him next week but what I really want to do is get this over with.
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