I don't know what to do.

Today, I got in trouble for avoiding family time and not wanting to go to Sea World. My parents said that they'd listen to anything I had to say in the car ride, but anything I said they ignored or twisted and used against me. How am I supposed to cope with my problems when there isn't anyone who cares? How can I make them understand that this isn't a game to me?

This is important to me. I am confused and I want to get my life back on track. Kira-Kira isn't helping enough, even with all the great advice he gives. No one I know seems to realize that I have emotions and that I hurt just like anyone else. I'm just the crazy girl that my classmates avoid, not a confused girl that needs someone who can try to understand me.

They are all going to do what my parents do and use my own words against me.

I can't go to a teacher or one of the school councelors; they will tell my father.

I can't go to a friend because none of them are really even aware that I feel pain just like another human being.

I can't go to any of my family because if they aren't legally insane they are just like my parents and take everything I say and twist it around.

I can't go on like this.