So I took the test and it mentioned BPD so i just want to know if this sounds like a familiar scenario for a person with bpd?

So when i was 10 my mom abandoned me and my dad took me under his wing but he had brain surgery and was not really there he was having his own problems. Im not sure if this has anything to do with my problem now im just guessing.

Well im extremely afraid of my mom and dad abandoning me. I live with my dad and we live good together except for some times when he did something to show me he was disappointed i went into hysteria and broke my hand (this was two days ago). Same thing goes for my mom (I tore up all our pictures together and wrote F u all over her walls.)

I couldnt control myself, I was a different person and could not stop I am worried i will hurt somebody because i get a huge amount of strength when i go into this craziness and i cant control myself.

I did try to move away a year ago and basically i couldnt handle being alone at all. I had to call somebody every 5 hours or so maybe more. I got extremely mad when one of my friends would not call me back and I couldnt go to the store because i thought everybody was watching me and i couldnt make a good decision on food I would end up buying cupcakes, glue, chapstick, and a soda when i should have been buying dinner which is why i went in there.

If one of my parents wouldnt call me back i would go into a panic of hate. I thought they were being mean to me on purpose.
I hate my sisters because i think they try to mess me up and they interfere with my living conditions which gets me mad.

What the heck is up with me? I dont want to be this way!