My second post here today...bad night..I have been triggered by my volunteering at the shelter today...my depression was/is related to pet loss. Most people in my life have no idea the pain I have gone through because of my pets.. Of course I do not blame the animals one single bit. It's just my personality. Some days I wish I had a card that had my story on it that I would be brave enough to hand out to people so they could understand me better...sigh...I wish I wasn't the way I am... (it's so good to be able to get these feelings out. thank you PC)