So (im the poster) so i think you are all correct. nobody is going to change. I should know that by now. I dont do very well on my own thats why i live with my dad, i cant do stuff alone. I cant even go to the store, which is nuts i know. My mom abandoned me when i was 10 and my dad was a absent but there kind of dad. So im not sure why but I cant seem to grow up! i just want to go live on my own and not deal with this stuff but i cant seem to be successful, I tried once and I just really dont like being alone at all not even for an hour. So im stuck! I cant get myself out of this behavior!