Now I'm not quite as depressed. I still can't go back to work for 6 weeks so who knows what I'll do to keep out of trouble. There's alot to do around my house but I can't lift anything so cleaning the house and gardening are out. I'm trying to stay positive but its hard. My neck hurts but not as bad as before the surgery but I don't dare take pain meds since last time made me manic.