I WANT to work. I really do. But with being the way I am, I know that I have limitations to where I can work and for how many hours. I am also limited in the amount of education I have, I only have a one year course in graphic design.

Working at home would be sooooo good but I have tried and tried and tried and don't seem to get anywheres. I am in Canada, so i thought i would see if there are any programs for people with disabilities (mental illness qualifies as a disability). Well, there is like nothing governemnt sponsered and I can't find anything else. I am starting to feel very badly because I cannot live off the amount of money I am making, yet know if I am forced to work in a call center doing sales 40 hours a week with a forced quota, i will fall apart.

So, I am feeling lost through the cracks. I can't go back to school because my student loans from my year are in collection - because I dont have work to pay them off. I cant get any loans from the bank because I am so damned far in collections.

All of my friends are getting good paying jobs now and are graduated and I am stuck looking at minimum wage jobs and it is making me very very depressed. I don't know what to do, or where to turn.

Does anyone have any ideas?