That is definitely an option, too, and one that I'm not opposed to at all. I have hesitated in bringing this up with my T because there are other issues going on that require more immediate attention. However, this idea of contacting old T has not strayed from my mind. It isn't helped by the fact that once or twice a week I drive by old Ts building, and know she still works there.

I'm wondering if this has been stirred up by the fact that one of my support people went on a long-term leave, and she is someone I am very attached to. While she's on leave, I am to have no contact whatsoever. I think that part of me feels like what I did with old T is the same situation as now, only in reverse. In the current case, I was the person who was left. In the previous case, I was the person doing the leaving. Now that I know how bad being left feels, I want to acknowledge my actions and apologize.