WOW!! What a day you had!! I'm so sorry this has all came down on you at once. I've been in your position in the past with a cheating boyfriend. I made him my first husband!! AAAHHHHHHHH!! BAD MOVE on my part. LOL I also loved him more than I loved myself. I loved him more than LIFE itself!! He cheated and cheated on me durring our relationship and then our marrage. You REALLY don't want to end up like I did. Please don't. At 21 I had a 2 year old and a husband who eventually beat me and that's when I finally kicked his butt to the curb!! I'm not saying he would ever get physical with you but I was sooooo very unhappy. A cheater is a cheater is a cheater what ever way you look at it. A leapord does not change his spots. If he does it once he'll do it again and again. I've learned that the hard way!! LOL Don't allow someone do that to you. You have to be more important to you. Hang in there and try not to let all of this get you to far down. The farther down you go, the longer it is to get back up.

Love,
Wendy