I often feel like that about my entire course of therapy. That I'm just a big drama queen making a big deal out of nothing. I feel even worse when T takes me extra-super-seriously. Then I feel like I am wrapping him up in my trickery and embellishments. That's usually when I lose my ability to actually TELL anything & start acting like a weirdo.

I obviously have no help to offer, but I can definitely sympathize.