Can you go to social services to see if they can help you move out ? My town has a place called Safehomes for people in abusive situations. They let you stay there for awhile to help you on your feet and they help find resources like low income housing and help with security deposits and things like that. Maybe there is something like that in your town. No one should put up with abuse from anyone and its not good for your mental state either . It sounds like you really have to get out of that situation. Hugs your way !