Today I had a real bad health scare, I couldn't even go downstairs today cause I was on bedrest and oxegen. and I had to be in my room all day just not feeling good mentally or physically.the worse part about it is that I was forced to be isolated,My so called freinds didn't even stop by to my room.I didn't even watch tv today. I just want this depression,and everything else to go away
it seams every year at thus time big depression hits me maybe it does have to do with the seasons I don't know.
I just know I'm miserable and also spend alot of time thinking about the past and reading anything son I don't have to face what's going on now, This is no a good feeling.