I'm sorry things are so hard for you right now, newtus. I think they'll get better. I know it's confusing, but things will improve. It just takes time.

I wish I could make it easier for you. I wish I could just reach out and make it better. Just do your best and carry on. I know that doesn't seem like much of an answer, but it seems to be how we all get through the hard times.

How is your father? Can you talk to him about some of these things? Are you still seeing your therapist?

Please remember when you're feeling low that people here care about you and are rooting for you.