i'm sorry you're not feeling well. it took me a really long time to get used to my meds, to where I feel better with them than I did without them, but there was a lot of up and down of doses before I got stabilized. and that was just for two fairly common meds. I am surprised it took me years to adjust, but maybe that was menopause getting over and just finally doing psychotherapy right. anyway I was wondering what was going on with you. I wish I could do or say something to help.