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I think it's really hard to live with some of the mistakes we have made in our lives.

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You said a mouthful!

drowning, I'm a little confused by your post. Are you saying you're with one guy, cheated and the second guy dumped you? Are you still pregnant, or have you had the baby? Does the father know about the baby? If you're drinking while pregnant, you need to get some help, because that's dangerous for the baby.

Are you able to leave the first guy? You say you're "stuck," so I'm wondering in what way? Are you saying you don't have the finances, or he controls you, or something else?