I was sitting here at home watching a movie right now with H and some friends, but my mind wandered to my last few therapy sessions, things that have happened in my life recently, and things that have happened on the forum in the past week. My brain finally cut through the crap, the pain of my past, and bad choices I've made; and then I came to a powerful realization.

I am going to heal. I finally believe it. In my head AND my heart.