look, i know none if you will understand, but i just need some suggestiions to keep me here. i literally have everything planned out for killing myself, and i almost do every night, ive suffered with self harm for three years. i have extremely bad bpd, major depression, moderate anxiety, bipolar disorder, and anger management. i just feel like none of my friends really like me and say things behind my back, and UGH i just feel horrible about life. im flunking out of school, my eentire family LITERALLY hates me, and no dont say they do because i know for a fact they dont. i just dont feel the need to live anymore.