Does anyone feel like their depression has now become more of a habit than anything else? For instance instead of laying around and not doing anything because you're depressed you're now laying around because that's what you are now used to even though you want to move. So now you're depressed because you're so used to laying around that you lay around.

Then you try to make a habit of not laying around but then you fall back into the bad habit. Not to mention you're so used to doing nothing that when you venture out into the world you're now self consious of everything.

Its like a cycle..its making me mad getting fed with myself.

I can't stay organized
Room stays a mess

Blah.....

I must break this chain