I'm still out on what will probably be four weeks of medical disability leave, and I'm scared to death of going back. The people are work with are basically a good bunch of guys, it's an all male blue collar kind of workplace, but the concept of what I'm going through is way over their heads. They have expressed concern when they've seen me and hoped I'll be coming back soon, but I'm not even going to try to explain this to them. They just know I've been sick and I'm trying to get better so I can get back to work.

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