Yeah, I know what you mean. I feel like I'm getting lazier and lazier, but I'm always tired. I get out less and less - I can't believe how much I used to get done in a day. Well meaning friends say things like 'the more sleep you have, the more sleep you need' and patronize my meager efforts to do simple tasks with encouraging 'well done's... At times I get hacked off with myself and push myself to do more, even if I don't feel up to it - but I end up making myself ill with anxiety and panic attacks. Can't seem to win! I have a theory that therapy is making me really tired at the moment, as the 'real' work seems to have started, and it's on my mind a lot... At the moment I'm just trying to do what I can, and follow the advice of my T and my doctor. But it's very tempting to just stay in bed and go back to sleep - most days I do.
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